you coat my eyes like candy
when i feel you i don’t feel real
when i’m in me i feel too real
and i doubt it’s only in my head
your eyes are coating
in a different way
have you ever seen me
as me
what’s me
that’s why i’m leaving
and when my mind is gone
i’ll be chanting
you coat my eyes like candy
when i feel you i don’t feel real
when i’m in me i feel too real
and i doubt it’s only in my head
i let it happen
waxed through lighter meanings
my un-gardened, my sugar side
let it happen
but not so sorry
and when my mind is gone
i’ll still be chanting
i’m a vague ol' thing to me
unfamiliarity i need
in which abused
i am concrete
and when this thought is gone
i can be actual (i’ll be actual)